When will I finally mature into a swan?
Things I’m looking forward to next year: Being CF. Getting a new job. Celebrating my senior year with my friends. Things I’m NOT looking forward to next year: Not knowing who I’m gonna live with — and then finding out that they’re complete slobs who leave dry pasta noodles around the stove and bread crumbs around the toaster oven and leftover food in the fridge...
I feel like
the fate of my senior year rests on tomorrow afternoon. I’m getting my CF hire (or no-hire) letter at around 12 noon. I’m going to be hearing back from the Undergraduate Admissions office to hear if I got the Student Ambassador position. If I get either of those positions… Hell, if I get BOTH… I would feel as if I’m the luckiest, most blessed person in the entire...
Dreams/goals for Summer 2011 & Next Year...
Be a CF. Be a Student Ambassador. Receive the Canterbury Fellowship. Receive a summer internship. Get published in The Santa Clara or The Santa Clara Review. Create a blog about my hometown.
I’ve been in a funk lately. Both in terms of school (I haven’t been doing my shit, even though I have hella shit to do because it’s Week Nine and finals are approaching), of my social life (I’ve mostly been locked up in my room every night, trying to do my shit that’s due over the next couple of weeks), and of my progress toward achieving inner peace. I should be...
I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking, what I’m looking at,...– Joan Didion
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the...– Rainer Maria Rielke, Letters to a Young Poet
Week Nine Blues.
(1) I have a headache. (2) I have a lot of shit to do as the quarter winds down, i.e. magazine piece, two papers for my Clare-Ignatius class, my travel piece (WTF IS A TRAVEL PIECE?!). (3) I am trying to work on a paper due Thursday, and I’m not doing so hot. (4) I keep hearing conflicting news about this CF position I want for next year. (5) I mistakenly thought tomorrow was Ash...